so what.....?

This post cannot be actually termed original..... Was going through the news paper today(most of the times,that is where I draw inspiration form )There was this article by someone.....

"I have discovered a new word that works amazingly well in peripherally sucking situations"....is how the author takes off...

This could prove useful to me .So making a desperate attempt to apply it to vicissitudes of my life.........

I like summers... broiling sun,sultry heat,sweaty faces(not that I like body odour yuck... )

I kind of savour extremities in life....summer somehow reminds me of extremities and intensities of life....kindles the fire(to move on.... be alive and kicking to welcome the next one) within me.It's an invincible armour.. just the thought of summer..April.... may... exhilarating!!!!!!!!!!! Whenever life brandishes and serves an admonition, I think of summer and turn vainglorious

I was born on a hot sunny day(probably ...lol as if I was born with a thermometer in mouth and heat sensors all over )

Craved for attention as a primary school kid,but nobody cared or considered me worth a penny,glided away unnoticed.......so what?

Wanted to be a medico( hemophilia is good I like it lalala) ,ended up meddling with metals(Forging activity with a 10 pound hammer is the secret of my physical appearance ... cough) , studying their properties.... so what?

Want to be out of ops this very moment ,feckless.... so what?

My personal life is a mishap.... to be savoured ... so what?

Intended to be the best daughter...Result---> an instance of natural calamity(lol...no idea what this means... came out naturally... don't want to rephrase) so what?

Casualties in my life are as common as power cuts in mysore(during summers ) SW?

Despite being aware of the fact that life is wretched,I dream of a fruitful future...... so what?

I idealize all the situations and stumble upon s**t(to be read as smut... eeeeee) every single time.... so what?

Wish to master urdu/arabic,punjabi,spanish,bengali ,its just a desire..never to be actioned... so what?

Hate myself for most of the things......(But people like me.... lol) so what?

Have an epic of "so what's" ready to squirt out...nerve frayingly dramatic ones... hmm

Won't let the whole world know of it... will go to grave(rather pyre... totally irrelevant..abba) with me...huh

I (phoenix,christened by self...) hereby agree to accept anomalies of life with utmost reverence....

hope to pursue happiness (is a path not destination....anonymous)

What's past is prologue...

Songs of the day(rather night lol)

Dheere dheere machal aye dila-ye-bekaraar,

koi aataa hain Yun tadap ke naa tadapaa mujhe baar baar,

uske daaman kee khushboo hawaaon mein hain uske kadamon kee aahat panaahon mein hain mujh ko karne de karane de solah singaar mujh ko chhune lagee usakee parachhaeeyaan dil ke nazdik bajtee hain shahanaaeeyaan mere sapanon ke aangan mein gaataa hain pyaar..koi aata hai ruthh ke pehle jee bhar sataaoongee main jab manaayenge wo man jaaoongee main dil pe rehataa hain aise mein kab ikhtiyaar... koi aata hai..

Honthon Se Chulo Tum Meraa Git Amar Kar Do Ban Jaao Mit Mere

 Meri Prit Amar Kar Do 

na Umar Ki Simaa Ho na Janam Kaa Ho Bandhan 

Jab Pyaar Kare Koi To Dekhe Keval Man na_Ii Rit Chalaakar 

Tum Ye Rit Amar Kara Do Honthon Se Chulo Tum  

Jag ne Chhinaa Mujhase Mujhe Jo Bhi Lagaa Pyaaraa 

Sab Jitaa Kiye Mujhase Main Har Dam Hi Haaraa 

Tum Haar Ke Dil Apanaa Meri Jit Amar Kar Do 

Aakaash Kaa Suunaapan Mere Tanahaa Man Men 

Paayal Chhanakaati Tum Aajaao Jivan Men Saansen Dekar Apani Sangit Amar Kar Do

Do Honthon Se Chulo Tum

UFFF........HEART BOGGLING

COROLLARY: "so what?" is the essence of life

Frettingly yours,

Phoenix