Thursday, February 27, 2014

The day I turned mad

Being 28+ and unmarried is definitely not a desirable thing to happen to a girl in india.She is not supposed to have mood swings mind you. Else it would be linked to her marital status. For someone like me who has been too silent all life and is opening up to people and life ,after a certain age,things are rather awkward.Talk to a guy or smile ,you would be branded as desperate. 2/3 extra teeth peep out ,then you definitely are desperate.

Dress yourself up ,you are trying to attract guys.Be opinionated ,you are a feminist.Can't cook? you are compared to someone who can.you dont like doing household chores,your future husband is pitied.
I dont know if its abnormal to sit alone and not do a single thing sometimes,
or not eat ,because you dont feel like going out at all or because you have never been alone .Do all these amount to someone being insane. Does it need medical attention.
what is normal and what is not?
Don't you want to get married? arent your parents looking to get you married? Get married as soon as possible.
You wont get a perfect guy... whaton earth  is perfection? what kind of a guy are you looking for? you have less options??!! now.You should hurry up.You are too old to be doing certain things.You have to change. I mean why should I. I have been brought up in a certain way and i have developed a personality over years and I have also been taught act according to situations.

Duh!!!! I dont even feel like writing